I Need to Stop Drinking

I haven't drank this often since before I had Bubs....like way back when in 2008, before I got pregnant. Now I've been out drinking like twice-a-week for the past few weeks and I feel like crap. I didn't exercise yesterday. I wanted to. But, then I slept in a little bit, and then I went to school to pick up my laptop and visit financial aid, and it was raining...and...excuses excuses excuses.

"If it's important to you, you will find a way, if not, you will find an excuse."

Weight loss is definitely important to me, but I think I'm getting bored with working out because I have nothing else to fill my day so I'm like, "Oh, I can do it later". I think once classes start I'll be able to schedule it, so I'll get back into it. I don't know.

Back to last night...we had an impromptu get-together with my new classmates at a local sports bar. It was an awesome turnout--I think about 30 of us showed up! It was really nice to meet new people and two of my "teammates" came out so that was cool! At my school they utilize team-based learning so they have already divided us into groups of about 6, and those will be our groups for the entire two years.

Anyway, this get-together lead to me drinking 4 draught beers. I did okay in the eating department though. I ordered tomato and avocado on toasted sourdough with asparagus (which just so happened to be drenched in butter and parmesan, but I'm sure it was better than french fries). But when I got home at 1 am I was "hungry" (I mean not really, but I was drunk, so I thought I was). So I had some of my husbands leftover chicken pesto spaghetti, which is just as it sounds--whole wheat spaghetti with chunks of chicken and yellow onion, and pesto. I ate a bunch of it.

And today I woke up hungover and feeling crappy, so I just slept in until 12, what a waste of a day. I'm such a loser. I probably won't work out today either now. I have so much work to do around my house, especially my office, and we need to hang all of our pictures when Hubs gets home tonight. My mom is coming to visit this weekend and my house is a wreck.

So, no workout today. Definitely tomorrow? I need to get on this. The 170s aren't going to get any closer if I keep drinking/eating like an idiot. Sigh....